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This Side of Falling

By Eunice Chan
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Not real. The mantra seventeen-year-old Nina repeats to herself the morning after her almost-boyfriend, Ethan Travvers, jumped onto the tracks in front of a freight train. The two words that keep the truth just far enough away so the loss can't touch her, grief can't break... Read More
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Not real. The mantra seventeen-year-old Nina repeats to herself the morning after her almost-boyfriend, Ethan Travvers, jumped onto the tracks in front of a freight train. The two words that keep the truth just far enough away so the loss can't touch her, grief can't break her. After all, there is the family image to uphold, especially when her dad's startup begins to flounder. Maintaining the illusion of wholeness and success is everything to Nina's mom and grandma. The pretense is working - until Nina's all-star older sister, Carmen, is dismissed from college and abruptly returns home. Carmen's arrival and strange behaviour dig up buried memories, leading Nina to wonder if there is more to the story of Ethan than even she knew. The truth is not what she wants to believe: about Carmen, about Ethan, but mostly, about herself. Emotionally layered and unflinchingly honest, this novel will resonate with readers who love deeply affecting stories that tackle teen heartache in the vein of Kathleen Glasgow and Laura Nowlin.

Book Details

INFORMATION

ISBN: 9781641297530

Publisher: Soho Press

Format: Paperback / softback

Date Published: 05 May 2026

Country: United States

Imprint: Soho Press

Audience: Teenage

DIMENSIONS

Width: 139.0mm

Height: 209.0mm

Weight: 250g

Pages: 333

Collections

Children’s, Teenage and Educational Eunice Chan Fiction Penguin Books Young Adult

About the Author

Eunice Chan hails from Davis, California, and is a graduate of UC Davis. She has completed a program in Special Publishing with the Institute of Children’s Literature and has published fiction with Clubhouse magazine. Currently she lives in Phoenix, Arizona, and works as a civil engineer.

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